Little Girl.
Innocent and Sweet.
I am here to tell you,
learn to stand on your own two feet.
I know you feel the need.
To fill that empty whole.
It’s a hard world and can sometimes be very dark.
But I tell you now, Someone will lead you
but don’t let that someone be your break through
learn to do it on your own
because in the end
it’s all you.
Here we go again
Another Fight
Another Burn
Horrible Tones
Horrible Words
You leave me again
Crying All Alone.
When will you learn
I am a fragile soul
One foul word
Can be our final blow.
I still feel it.
I still feel it.
I still feel the way your slow breathing felt on my neck,
as your lips, made their way to mine.
I still feel it.
The way you’re hands moved up my sides,
and back down to my legs.
I still feel it.
The way you would squeeze my thigh with you’re hands.
Until I could no longer hold back.
I still feel it.
The was our kissing became more passionate.
The feeling of not being able to breathe.
I still feel it,
the ache in my heart, of wanting to stop.
I still feel it, as I slowly let my innocence go.
I still feel it.
The scars of you, left on me forever.
I still feel it.
I am Beginning to see.
I am beginning to see,
who I have been,
is not what God planned for me.
I have been mislead, misguided.
Away from everything I once knew,
away from my innocence.
I was a child,
I knew not what I was doing.
Their whispers in my ear,
Oh how sweet the sound.
The sound that dragged me to hell.
I like to think of this as a hot heaven,
but I am beginning to see.
If only I had listened.
This is not what God planned for me.
Bruised-Yes.
Broken-No.
Weak-Maybe at Times.
Strong-Getting stronger everyday.
Loving-No.
Caring-Yes.
Hateful-No.
Rude-All the time
Jealous-Of course.
Bothered-Maybe
Did you hurt me-Cuts even deeper everyday.
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